One of the most important lessons I learned in marriage was figuring out the difference between peace and relief. They seem so similar—like kissing cousins. And in some ways they are related. But I’ve discovered in my 29 years of marriage that . . .
When I pursue relief without pursuing God’s peace, I’m asking for trouble.
There were dozens of ways that I tried to pursue relief when my marriage was at its messiest and most painful.
I pursued relief by . . .
- Getting a high from the angry rumination that I let run amuck in my head. (Yes, sadly, it felt that exhilarating!)
- Pouring myself into my children so I wouldn’t feel so lonely in my marriage.
- Bending over backwards for my friends, just so I could win their approval and praise.
- Downing a quart of Ben and Jerry’s (among other delectable’s), just so I could taste some bite-sized pleasure.
- Letting my heart and mind indulge secret crushes, so that I could feel desirable again.
- Retreating into my “victim’s lair” where self-pity tasted as smooth as butter.
- Spewing venom whenever my hubby pushed me over a line, so I could hurt him as much as I felt he was hurting me.
Those were all ways that I settled for a counterfeit peace through the sham of relief.
So how do I distinguish peace from relief?
First of all, I’m talking about God’s peace and not just freedom from conflict or pain.
Relief on the other hand is more about escaping some painful reality.
Ironically, God’s true peace comes when we trust Him in the middle of our harsh reality. I’ve found concentration camp victim Corrie Ten Boom’s words better illustrate what I’m trying to say here . . .
“There is no pit so deep, that God’s love is not deeper still.” ~Corrie Ten Boom
Corrie knew a thing or two about loss and unrelenting troubles. If you’ve never read her inspiring memoir, The Hiding Place, you should! She couldn’t have said these words without first going through the storm with God’s peace holding her firmly in the “eye” of that storm.
Secondly, God’s peace is different from relief because it passes understanding.
Both Phil. 4:6-7 and John 14:27 are incredible biblical examples of God’s promised but mysterious peace.
Relief makes sense, but the peace of God typically doesn’t. It’s other-worldly and far superior to relief.
Thirdly, peace is found when we trust and focus on God alone.
Relief, however, comes when I do what I want, consider only my priorities, and seek to protect myself or other loved ones through my human strength and wisdom.
In contrast, God’s peace comes when I surrender what I want to Him, let Him be my ultimate priority and focus, and trust His transcendent protection of everyone in my life.
“You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you.” ~Isaiah 26:3
So I keep my mind firmly on Him, instead of trying to manage or escape my problem.
Bottom line . . .
I know that what I’m saying is painful to hear, especially if you’re in the trenches of a terribly messy marriage. You think that leaving in some way—either physically or emotionally—is going to bring relief from the constant pain.
Well, you’re right, it will. But remember . . .
If you’re escaping the pain in your marriage, you’re bound to feel that sense of relief because you’re getting the “monkey” off your back. But it’s just a matter of time before that “monkey” comes back in some other form, only next time he probably won’t be alone. He’ll inevitably bring several other monkey-like friends with him. 😉
Thankfully, pursuing God’s peace comes with no “Monkey Business!” You’ll also have the peace of knowing you followed God’s harder but better way.
And let me tell you from experience, God blesses that with so much more than peace, my friend! You’ll hit the “Father-load!”
What escapes have you pursued in an effort to find relief from your pain?
What are some examples of how God’s peace has far-surpassed relief in your life?
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